Bits and Pieces

I'm having a very bad week and I think it may have to do with too many positive ions in the air.

Or something. My unhappiness and general feeling of being trapped in a state I hate with a fiery passion could be biting me on the ass. Planning a move to another state is especially challenging when kids are involved.

Or it could be those positive ions though it probably isn't fair to blame them today. The moon is waning but it seems the effects of yesterday's full moon are lingering. It is also possible I'm a wee bit crazy.

Regardless, I'm trying to think of things that should make me happy right now. I'm trying to be a glass half-full kinda girl.

Here they are in no particular order...

iced mocha lattes from Dunkin' Donuts, the amazing Greek/Lebanese buffet I get to enjoy now on a weekly basis, kisses and cuddles from my desi man, the 12 pounds that I no longer carry on me, the beautiful green gauzy material in my living room that is soon to become a veil for dancing, Luna bars, the fact that I can totally pull off wearing a bindi according to a few different desi guys, the discovery of Turkish pop music, that school for kids is starting in a few days, alprazolam, egg nog pie, quality perfume, FRIGHT NIGHT, the huge belly dance event happening later this week and.... the foreskin attached to my desi man that brings me so much physical joy multiple times a week

I bet you didn't expect that last one, did you?

I feel a teeny bit less distraught after compiling that list.

If you read it, I thank you.